Don't judge me ok

I've kind of been avoiding listening to 1D lately, idk why. Like if one of their songs came on the radio I'd listen to it but if one of them was on my iPod I'd skip it right away. Idk maybe I just needed a break from them. So I found myself drifting from the fandom a while ago but you can never leave for good and I was just listening to my Spotify and now I'm listening to One Direction and MY FEELS. Guys, I seriously don't know whats wrong with me. LIKE WHAT I NEVER ASKED FOR THIS. I just don't know what happened. It's like all my feels at once. Someone help me.

*Stolen*

I found this on Facebook as I was scrolling through my news feed. Who ever wrote it, I love you. Complete genius. This is exactly what I'm feeling right now.

You know what? I’m just tired of this fandom. I miss the days when there were no “carrots and true directioners” and everyone could just do what they wanted to without feeling sad or ashamed and we were just a family. I miss the days when people weren’t always arguing about whether Larry or Elounour is ‘real’. I miss the days when fans weren’t fucking messed up in the head and ruined the boys’ lives. I miss the days when Greg didn’t hate us, Gemma didn’t hate us, their girlfriends didn’t hate us, etc. The fandom in general is just horrible. We can’t come together on anything anymore and we always fight and put each other down. We let the boys have no private lives or anything of their own without us knowing. I miss the days when we weren’t obsessed with “finding their exact location to meet them”, starting fights with other fandoms, starting fights which other, and seeing “who’s gay for who” and “who likes who”. Because guess what? We start all this shit and ruin it for ourselves and most things aren’t even our fucking business. We’re ruining their lives without even realizing it, and we need to stop. We’re supposed to be a family and support the boys and who they love and be there for them, but I don’t feel like we’re doing that anymore.

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Liam & Danielle

So, they broke up. Liam broke up with Danielle because he feels like he doesn't have enough time for her, and with the world tour coming up and everything.....
I don't know if I'm happy or not. Like, if he's happy that's great, but what if he isn't? What if there was another reason other than that? I'm a little concerned......

Off topic:
I really hate when fans are like "I miss the old One Direction" & stuff like that.
Yeah? Well, I bet they miss the old fans, too. Back when everyone was the big, happy, Directioner family. Now I feel like there's always new drama we're creating.
And, people change. If our boys never changed it would be boring - and they'd probably lose fangirls because there would never be anything new to talk about. Our fandom just went through a really bad spot, and as far as I know we got out of that quite well, but there's probably gonna be other stuff going down sometime soon because some people decide they want attention.
I've also noticed that they're not quite as big as they used to be. Likeeeeee........ I used to always be hearing about them no matter where I went. Now it's just when I bring them up (which usually inspires a full 2-hour+ conversation) or every few weeks. I think it's a little sad, actually. I also feel like I'm kind of drifting away from the fandom, but I don't know if it's because I'm too busy to check Twitter or if I no longer need to know what they're doing every 2 seconds.

So there's a few things I wanted to get off my mind......

Hey :)

Sorry I haven't posted for a while, I've been busy xP

So anyways... What are all your favorite "Signature" lines (X Factor video diaries) from each of the boys? Please comment below! :)

Update!

Lou and El ARE still together (yay! :D )

And, if you haven't heard yet, Liam's other kidney is now officially in working order!
(Now it's 5 boys
10 kidneys
12 nipples
1 Direction)
For those of you who are a little confused, he always had two kidneys but one of them didn't always work. I know some people thought he only had one and that was going around for a while, but he's always had two :)

YAY! Congratulations Liam and thank you Louis and Eleanor for staying together!

Admit it.....

You talk about 1D so much, your friends start getting annoyed with you.