Don't judge me ok

I've kind of been avoiding listening to 1D lately, idk why. Like if one of their songs came on the radio I'd listen to it but if one of them was on my iPod I'd skip it right away. Idk maybe I just needed a break from them. So I found myself drifting from the fandom a while ago but you can never leave for good and I was just listening to my Spotify and now I'm listening to One Direction and MY FEELS. Guys, I seriously don't know whats wrong with me. LIKE WHAT I NEVER ASKED FOR THIS. I just don't know what happened. It's like all my feels at once. Someone help me.